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Trouble don't rhyme...
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manlypanda
Well hi! There's not really trouble in my life, I just couldn't really think of a good title, haha...

I haven't updated in a while. I've been in a sort of transitional period right now. I'm really trying to get a job and not being very successful, but that doesn't mean I won't keep trying. I've also been having a lot of trouble with self-image right now. I bought work clothes the other day, and I was really disappointed in myself because of the sizes I had to buy. I've gained some weight over winter, which I know everyone does, but I just never thought I'd gain this much. And I'm not overweight or obese, it's just a personal thing, I guess.

I really want to start working out in the summer. I want to go outside more, but it's too cold right now. I just don't feel right with myself at the moment, I guess. I'm up at 3:00 am again after I stopped staying up super late a while ago. But I'll get back to it.

I need to set some goals. I mean, I have goals, but I need to write them down.

It seems like when one part of your life is going right, other parts seem to fall into disrepair...I'm determined to have EVERYTHING going right at one time. I don't want to dislike the way I look anymore.

I've mentioned this in other entries, but I'm going to be making more youtube videos...I just don't know when or about what yet...I'll figure something out.

So yeah, this is my venting entry that happens everyone once in a while. Thanks for listening.

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Aw, I'm totally going through the same thing right now! I actually posted a trouble post on my blog as well because I was so freaked out about trying to find a job :(

It's a tough economic situation right now, but don't give up! I'm sure you'll find something eventually if you just keep looking (that's what I tell myself anyway, lol).

About self-esteem, I feel you~ I've gained some weight after I graduated as well since I've just been lazing around at home a lot and it's horrible when I put on my old going-out clothes and they seem tighter than before D:

I also planned to set goals for myself and to work out more. My friend has a gym membership and she can bring guests so I'm thinking I'd go with her. Going to the gym can become an easy habit to get into so I think a membership is totally worth it (then you don't have to worry about the weather outside or anything).

I'm a perfectionist so I always want everything to go right in my life as well, so know that you're not alone in any of this :D

Yeah, I think a lot of people are having trouble finding jobs. >.< It really helps to know someone, or at least that's what everyone tells me. :/

Aww I HATE when I put old clothes on and they're so tight. It's like, "I feel like I just wore these and they fit fine!" I used to go to the gym almost everyday, but I don't anymore. I didn't pay for it, so I don't know how much it would be, but I'll look into it!

Boo, I wish I had more connections ;_;

I used to go to the gym almost everyday, too, when membership was just $20/year because it was a school gym... now, I think yearly membership at local gyms costs about $20/month, but I'll still pay for it if it means I can feel healthy and be fit again :X

Haha, I just tried on some old clothes on today and let's just say that I'm NOT happy ):

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