Well hi! There's not really trouble in my life, I just couldn't really think of a good title, haha...
I haven't updated in a while. I've been in a sort of transitional period right now. I'm really trying to get a job and not being very successful, but that doesn't mean I won't keep trying. I've also been having a lot of trouble with self-image right now. I bought work clothes the other day, and I was really disappointed in myself because of the sizes I had to buy. I've gained some weight over winter, which I know everyone does, but I just never thought I'd gain this much. And I'm not overweight or obese, it's just a personal thing, I guess.
I really want to start working out in the summer. I want to go outside more, but it's too cold right now. I just don't feel right with myself at the moment, I guess. I'm up at 3:00 am again after I stopped staying up super late a while ago. But I'll get back to it.
I need to set some goals. I mean, I have goals, but I need to write them down.
It seems like when one part of your life is going right, other parts seem to fall into disrepair...I'm determined to have EVERYTHING going right at one time. I don't want to dislike the way I look anymore.
I've mentioned this in other entries, but I'm going to be making more youtube videos...I just don't know when or about what yet...I'll figure something out.
So yeah, this is my venting entry that happens everyone once in a while. Thanks for listening.
I am not a thief...
...I am a treasure hunter.
- Trouble don't rhyme...